2 more days......

at tis moment i duno to feel happy or to feel sad leh.. i duno.. i'd love to pass out from bmt and not to take the stupid "fast" craft or the long bus rides from pasir ris to saf ferry terminal.. but at the same time i'd hate to part with MOHAWK and my section.... sigh damn mixed feelings la..

anw last week was pretty fun.. had SOC... which im damn happy about.. cos i actually had chest injury during last SOC b4 field camp.. which is like 3 weeks ago? due to the irritating parallel bar.. den chest bone like went abit outta position.. till now i still feel pain when doing certain actions.. sigh. but this SOC i passed everything! i was VERY VERY afraid of the jumps from high ground.. i was thinking that it'll be the end of me if the jump makes my chest bone jut to awkward position even more.. den i'll have to downgrade and all.. all the scary images were gg thru my mind b4 SOC... sigh. but when i came to the station i jus heck la... cos i had morale boost after clearing parallel beam... duno timings tho.. had to wait like so long for the stations cos pple keep getting stuck and all... but i dun care.. cos i managed to pass all the stations.. timings mebe next time den try to improve lor..

den had grenade throwing, 16km route march, reruits' night, games day... sigh speaking of games day right.. i was quite sad i din play a single match of tug-of-war la... sigh.. cos 1st round sir took me and 2 other heavy guys out so as to not exceed the 700kg limit.. sian.. then he say will play around with reserves for next few matches but eventually he didn't... so we were like watching by the side.. while knowing we wld have made a diff somehow cos we're definitely stronger than a few pple inside pulling... but ohwells its over.. scorpion won eventually.. they were really good la.. they slaughtered ulecis (however the hell you spell that) like anything.. games day was pretty good for us.. got overall 2nd!! haha.. den we're cheering like mad la.. "MOHAWK COMPANY AH... BEST COMAPNY AH... TOGETHER... FOREVER... FUCKING FIT AHHH......"

fuck i'll miss all the mohawk shoutings man....
alot of pride in there really..
esp after all the shitss a mohawk recruit have been through......

anw riday was out long-awaited 24km route march..... it didn't daunt upon me its like how significant till it really began.. yes sam we were made to rush like mad too.. we're like one of the last companies to eat lunch.. previously we waited like damn long la.. suck thumb. den MOHAWK WAS LEADING THE WHOLE SCH FOR THE MARCH!!! haha... shiok feeling for all of us... even more shiok when my platoon 2 was leading in front.. cos we rotate internally ma... yup.. den we were singing army songs for 1st 4km.. after that started singing pop/rock/hip hop/rap/LOVE SONGS.... our favourite man.. haha.. den got once when leaving rest point i started chanting "mohawk.. mohawk... mohawk..." den whole mohawk continued.. den everyone turned their heads and looked at us la!! how cool is that......... hahaha.....

then last 1km or so we chanted like mad too.. haha.. even held our rifles above our heads while me marched into the school... i think we're the only siao company that does that... and we RANNNN into the parade square while doing warrior cry la... while shouting i FELT LIKE CRYING... i really did.... like all the bmt emotions jus overwhelmed me at that moment.. sumore we're 1st company to reach PLUS our platoon was leading in front too... oh myy... that feeling is jus great la... i was feeling quite bad at about 20km... but felt better after 22km cos more adredeline la i guess... yupp.....

now i've 2 blisters on my leg only.. think quite good alr la.. plus abit of ache lor that's all... going to play bball with canoe mates in school soon... actually think i'll be late.. haha..

anw yest dear came to fetch me again! haha.. dear's like sooo nice.. she's sent me in EVERY SINGLE TIME except for the 1st week..... heh who else can boost of having sucha girlfren you tell me? -beams proudly and satisfyingly- hahah.... yea i really app her for sending me down to pasir ris each time.. esp since she stays like on the other end at BOON LAY???? then poor dear has to take train back all the way herself.. -twitches mouth- but ok after tonight no more pasir ris already.... yea!! hopefully it'll be at command sch lor.. near her house.. haha.. hmm we went to marina sq to have dinner.. wanted yuki yaki but too many pple so we ate at cavana instead.. then headed to esplanade kia kia... miss that place..

ok think i should like leave house soon.. after bball gona go see chinese sinseh again for my chest injury.. den meeting dear to watch over the hedge i think.. haha hope its really funny like wad my frens said! den coming back tog to have dinner w parents downstairs and dad'll fetch me and dear to pasir ris lor..... dear thanks kk!! you're the best.

a photo with my great platoon 2 section4!!!